"I write about love and such...Maybe 'cause I want it so much" Brandon Heath
So it's time to be vulnerable and bare my soul. A soul that is very much at war... The was rages on between pride and humility, lust and love and despair and faithfulness. Will my soul be captured by the enemy or will I be liberated?
I've been searching for love in all the wrong places. As cliches as it sounds, I feel like I looked for love in garbage cans and dumpsters. Sometimes I even "sold" myself, to get it. Yea...I pretty much sold my soul, to the devil for something that I already have access to. I've been a sucker for kisses, hugs and embraces thinking that was love. I've been on retreats and I consider myself to be a faithful person, but now I'm lost. I remember sitting at church, longing for love, failing to realize it was right in front of me. Still, I craved something physical. The war continues to rage on. Who will be my conqueror "Love" or lust? I would love to say "Love" but I got to keep it real, I don't know. I need to get reacquainted with true "Love." I need "Love" to reveal itself to me. I need to love myself. I need to realize that there is no substitute for "Love."
1 comment:
Bro - You know where TRUE love and purpose can be found! It's there in Christ, go grab it! Don't be afraid! I am praying for you!
btw, I am thrilled that you finally created some new posts! About time already!
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