Pay it Forward!

I am fragile, an emotional wreck, don't say I didn't warn you!

Look at me the wrong way and I shatter

I am intense, a seraphic burst of energy, can you handle me?

When I am happy, I'm exuberant, when I am upset, its tragic

I am cynical, I don't think I believe in love anymore, prove me wrong

Make me believe again

See through my flaws, my weakness and my shortcomings, give me a chance

All I want is your attention, to be noticed, to feel the same love that I give you

Pay it forward

I must become unbreakable, no longer in shambles

I long to be able to look at you the same way you look at me

I feel those cold eyes staring at me constantly

I don't want to be broken, because you don't love me

I don't want to feel lost, becasue you deserted me

I long to find my strength

Strength to live for me

If I search, I will find within all the strength I will ever need to begin to love myself

And begin to pay that love forward, to my poor soul