Why did I came out tonight? I'll be happy if I never see another twink
Flashing lights, surrounded by deceptions.How can I be happy when I can't even look in the mirror?
Yes I don't feel good about myself
So have your party while I sit in my corner
Let the walls engulf me, let them squeeze me lifeless
You won't give a damn
Cornered by thoughts of self hate
Tired of this skin
Nope I can't be your mandingo
Stood up again
Is it cause I'm fat?
Sorry I don't have a six pack
I guess I'll continue to eat myself,
maybe then I'll feel something
Then I'll touch myself til I go numb
Numb. Mute. Empty
Hope you appreciate my honesty
